I have been thinking about my limitations and the ones I place upon myself. I feel my mind, body, and soul urging me to release any chains that bind me. There are paths I am contemplating, yet part of me still wants to maintain control. There are parts that cling to a way of thinking that has crippled me, keeping me in a space of self-protection, afraid of getting hurt.

One of the biggest things on my mind is societal standards around our bodies in every aspect. What I consume, how I change and shift, what I choose to share, and the boundaries I set. I am putting more thought into every action I take than ever before. Part of me wonders if it is because I do not want to repeat past mistakes or if I have realized that my impulsive tendencies need to stop.

I need to slow down and take things easy. To take my time. To truly think and feel things through. I need to manage my emotions, not react from them, but listen to what they are telling me and decide with careful thought.

Lately, I have felt so light and free that it almost seems like I am in a dream state. I have walked so many paths in this life, and now new doors to new experiences and a new life are opening before me.

I am ready to step through.